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How I left America, and my adventures in Moscow as a husband, father and artist.
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THE CLARINET
The days are a slow rolling rollercoaster. They are so terribly similar, but for some reason some are up and some are down. On Tuesdays we triumph, hearts full of sweetness, laughter in every room, good wine in our bellies. A few days later, staring into bowls of soup, without any idea what happened today or yesterday as they are exactly the same. We order more groceries that will be delivered to our door. We take long walks on foggy afternoons. We look for the moon behind the clouds.
Somehow summer came and went, and now the leaves are yellow or just dead on the ground.
I think we just keep running out of fuel. The tank goes empty and we lean against the side of the road until someone comes along to yank us from the ditch.
Last week I took a small side street, avoiding people as much as possible as I stretched my legs outside of the apartment for the first time in five days. Someone was playing a clarinet. Just scales, nothing fancy. They were a beginner, all squeaks and half starts. But they kept going. I found myself standing in the street listening for a good number of minutes, silently cheering them on.
It may have been the most beautiful sound I have ever heard.
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