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somewhere over the rainbow (and other stories)

  Exactly two years ago I found myself flying through a corner of a rainbow, and landed in Oaxaca, Mexico. It was the last film festival I traveled to, a brutal and sweet experience in the harshest of realities, trying to wrap my arms around the slipperiest industry and failing magnificently. Surrounded by fresh faces and eager eyes I ran from the rooms and into the street time and again, wandering off with the camera in my bag as a companion. I took pictures of a blind man that sang on the same corner every day, of wedding parades, of an old woman waiting to see the dentist.  Literally somewhere over the rainbow, I met the ugliest answers to questions I had been dragging my feet towards for years. Cramming the most delicious food into my mouth, joking at the nightly rooftop cocktail parties, grinning like the Cheshire Cat it was all coming to an end. Actually, it had ended before it even started though - and on the plane back to New York and finally Moscow the bone-crunching undertow

CAN HE KEEP A LID ON IT?

 


No, you can't talk about it. You also cannot talk about him, or her, or them. Not here, not in public maybe in private. 

But they broke the law. 

Still, you cannot say anything or it will cost you more. Your future is important, don't burn a bridge today because you are pissed off. 

But they betrayed me.

It doesn't matter. See the big picture. Wrap your arms around all of it, and take a big step back. It just isn't worth it.

But it would be so satisfying to speak freely and openly, to stand on a chair and say "WHAT THE FUCK!"  with my finger in the air, my voice hot and loud. 

You'll have to keep a lid on it. 



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