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somewhere over the rainbow (and other stories)

  Exactly two years ago I found myself flying through a corner of a rainbow, and landed in Oaxaca, Mexico. It was the last film festival I traveled to, a brutal and sweet experience in the harshest of realities, trying to wrap my arms around the slipperiest industry and failing magnificently. Surrounded by fresh faces and eager eyes I ran from the rooms and into the street time and again, wandering off with the camera in my bag as a companion. I took pictures of a blind man that sang on the same corner every day, of wedding parades, of an old woman waiting to see the dentist.  Literally somewhere over the rainbow, I met the ugliest answers to questions I had been dragging my feet towards for years. Cramming the most delicious food into my mouth, joking at the nightly rooftop cocktail parties, grinning like the Cheshire Cat it was all coming to an end. Actually, it had ended before it even started though - and on the plane back to New York and finally Moscow the bone-crunching undertow

the stairs


We left Brooklyn when I was five, to live in a farmhouse in the middle of nowhere. There was a steep set of stairs that lead to the second floor, creaky and thick. I fell down them a few times, my head whacking against the walls, a jumble of bent angles when I landed at the bottom.

On rainy days, especially bored  I would hover at the top step, leaning forwards just enough to see myself falling down, then tipping back at the last possible moment. It was exhilarating. My head reeled, my breath stopped in my chest, and everything went quiet for that strange moment.

Over the years that balancing act between care and recklessness has evolved. Eventually I decided this is part of what makes me feel alive.

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