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There is no easy way to say it. I was married to someone I hid from. Tucking E into a sling, I would disappear for hours saying I was going shopping for dinner, and if she fell asleep the excuse was that she needed fresh air as I sat on a park bench with her tiny hand grabbing my pinky until she eventually woke up. I would make my way along the side streets of Greenwich as the sun went down, leaning into store windows but not going in. Eventually I would go home, and as I turned the corner there was a security light that would switch on - obviously attached to some motion sensor. In those strange and lonely moments, I would talk to that light. Each time it clicked on, I felt somehow that the night ahead could be survived no matter what madness waited for us behind the front door.

That was twelve years ago.

Another life, another country.

Today, I turned a corner in Moscow with an all-too familiar bag of groceries swinging from my shoulder. A street light flickered on and all at once I…




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the white square

(looking for) the heart of Saturday Night

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no gold (things will have to wait)

the lion behind the gate

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about Carl

to the moon

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petty crime

that smell (Moscow)

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scare me, but don't punish me

the first

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every pair of shoes has a story to tell

bad impersonations

Pushkin's wind

Hey, Lyosha

the heroine's coat

no disguise

proof, or not (it all matters)

talking to the trees

the list

imaginary places

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